It is late. The babies have been asleep for 2 hours. They will be awake in 4. I am wide awake. I want to sleep but my brain won't shut down. So here we go...
Disclaimer: Please don't stop asking just know where my head is in it all.
I am asked all the time, How are You? Of course I say OKAY. Would you like to know what that means in my head?
*so heavy hearted
*I can't breathe
*wishing I could give them back
*I hate my life
*I need a vacation
*I want him back
*I hate him
Truly I am okay. I promise I will let you know (well maybe I lied there) if I'm not. Better yet, just assume things are bad but know I will make it.